My confusion is at an all time high. I stare the the walls like they have an answer or a cure. My thoughts continuously rot my mind like a poison. Now my mind is so decomposed I can’t tell what’s real or what’s reality. The only alternative is to elevate…where’s my lighter?
Even if I locked myself in a room with no light with my eyes squeezed tight for three days I doubt I could feel this dark again
I need some pussy…its been over a year without sex…I fear I’m at my breaking point